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26 June 2008 @ 08:49 am
tra la laaa :)  
 okay soo that whole emotional breakdown mess thing..
well.. i broke up with my boyfriend yesterday.
because i realized that we are at dif. stages in our lives.
he's getting ready to leave for college, and i'm still in highschool trying
to figure out who i am.
i regretted it.. no doubt. but i could tell he was going to break up with me first
i called my best friend and talked and cried to him a little bit about it..
and i made my boyfriend bring some of the stuff i had left at his house to me.

but that breaking up actually did us good.
he came down, and we talked for 3 hours..
and we decided to get back together.
i love him with all my heart, and i didn't want to let him go..
but i had convinced myself it was best.

new topic.
i fasted all day yesterday.
drinking only water.. and some mountain dew
(because i had to)
i actually hate sodas. but whatever.
today i do have to eat something so that i don't black out
during yoga or cheerleading.
but it's okay because those will both easily burn 130 cals or so.
but anyway.
thanks for your support in everything guys!! :)
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